The Killing Field
I am the one who has been caged
exploited; hated for my femininity.
I am the one who, through sheer being
of flesh and women blood,
angers you,
to the point of thinking about
the excitement of
killing me
I am the one in the cross fires
target practice for your angry rage
that green fury that bubbles up
and spits your feelings
at me of my inadequacy.
Imprisoned in desolate fields
of sparks and nothingness.
I am an outlaw
pushed from my own tribe,
carried to the fields
and left in the abyss
of insignificance; Go forth and die
you are no longer wanted,
or needed here.
I am the one you imprison,
into the tinniest presence of possibility;
yet you still carry me; tattooed on your skin
I may be lost, but I am never gone.
alone and on my own,
you’ll never forget me daddy,
I’m still your little girl.
card & poem from Raven’s personal deck