Trauma in the Mouth
card & poem from Raven’s personal deck
I am the should and shouldn’t
of what you are to say
The construct of words
stuck in your throat
What do I say?
How do I say it?
Confusion is choking me.
I open my mouth
and pain comes out.
the enamel of my emotions
is worn thin; infection sets in,
I mediate on the pain,
only more confusion comes in.
How do I heal these roots,
these exposed nerve endings?
Can I heal this hardened part of me
so I can speak more clearly?
Is it possible
to pry my mouth open
so the truer me can be seen?